Friday, June 02, 2006
Why?
Why do i even do well,
when a split second later,
will put people's hopes down again?
How do i even manage,
to manupliate others,
to make them think,
that i actually have a shot at being good?
Why dont i just let the blood flow,
the tears run, until they are dried,
so that i would leave this world?
Why am i so fake,
so hypocritical?
jus to fit into a picture
where i obviously dont belong?
Why do i even deceive others and myself,
just to show that im "normal",
when i am not?
Why do i do all these,
when i dont even know how to think,
how to act, and how to respond?
Why do i even pretend that i've got potential,
when i know fully well that i'll fail,
when i cant go on?
Why...?
1:31 PM